Tuesday, June 05, 2007

Crystal Clear

It's hard to get to a regular blogging mood. There are many things I just hold for myself in lieu of the usual tendency to blurt all out in this little space. It seems that I learn to tough 'em up. It's hard, and once in a while, a weakness slips through my system...

"Hey, how are you doing? Is it getting better?" An awkward hug to follow.

That moment brought a confirmed disappointment, a realization that this person did not care. Whatever expectation I hold vaporized into the thin air right that instant. Truly, another lesson learned, to never put too much hope on something that is never going to happen.

It's crystal clear.

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