Wednesday, June 13, 2007

Permisi, Bu

I was just strickened with awe, Bu. You should be a published writer!!!

kau ingin tahu kenapa aku benci jatuh cinta? karena cinta adalah kehausan yang tak punya akhir. setitik kau dapat, satu kalimat yang kau pinta. satu kalimat terpenuhi, satu paragraf kau inginkan. tak ada habisnya. seperti layaknya sastra. yang tetap ada, selama masih ada kertas dan pena. atau komputer, mungkin. dan cinta itu seperti layaknya pencuri. tak hanya hatiku saja yang ia rampas, tapi juga pikiranku. lebih dari setengahnya dia ambil, tanpa peduli bagaimana aku akan berfungsi tanpanya. cinta itu seperti biawak, dan aku anak ayam yang lucu. biawak datang mengendap, lalu menyergap. dia biarkan aku terkulai di congornya. kaki rapuhku terjulur, menendang-nendang. sia-sia. putus asa. dan akhirnya tak punya nyawa. huh, nyawa. masihkah kau punya nyawa hai diriku. adakah nyawa di dalammu jika pikiranmu saja tak dapat kau kendalikan lagi? kau seperti mayat yang lengkap anggota badannya. tapi apakah dia bernyawa? apakah dia akan mengaduh saat orang menyayat-nyayat anggota tubuhnya? ketika aku jatuh cinta, aku berikan hatiku kepadanya. lalu pikiranku, dan akhirnya nyawa. aku hanya mayat, yang penuh cinta.

9 comments:

nadia said...

wow..i wanted to write "whoever wrote this took the words straight out of my mouth" when i realized that no, i dont have the ability to come up with such a BEAUTIFUL 'passage'as this! hehhee...this person described it sooo perfectly and wonderfully that she took it straight out of my heart and many others! lol...

Xinda said...

See, Bu! People love your writing.

kodoque said...

sadis abis bu.
whoever you are.
hehe.

it kinda reminded me of this other love quote from this korean movie i watched (LOL):

Great insights to love from Almost Love:

"In reality, liking somebody is the least productive thing in the world.
It doesn't feed you, nor does it bring any money to you.
Sleeplessness causes loss of productivity, acting silly all day and all night, being mistaken for a mental patient, going through painful jealously and broken heart, and have stinging words such as 'do you believe in true love?' thrown at you"

Xinda said...

Hihihi, Ka. Kapan lah kita nonton Korean Drama bersama2? hihihi

Anonymous said...

Bu Didi, you seriously have to publish a Indo novel.Your writing awstricken me. It's better than those silly metropop. It's even better than that "Traveller's Tale" which Wilmar Witoelar and other people raving about.

Hiahiahia..
PS: ini serieus loh Bu!!!

Xinda said...

Now I'm wondering what the guys think about this... :p

Xinda said...

One of them said this:

"nice...hehehe bagus jg :d
a little dark...but it is good"

Anonymous said...

Wahhh, dalemmm bangettttt mbaa???...Ada apakah ini??...I'm all your ears kalo mau curhat2 dikit...haheaheahea...

Anonymous said...

- Nisa - nya ketinggalan...again!